I’ve Spent My Whole Life Remembering Your Nonexistent Gaze or Why Were We Only in my Head?

 It’s been years,

But I still know that look.

It is ice in my bones,

And fear in my heart.

The only thing that 

Really knows me.

What do you want 

After all this time?

You, you say.

And your answer is everything.

Fire inside in my veins

Lips hard on mine.

Your hand down my pants

Closing the distance between us.

Like I’m the only thing 

That’s been missing from your life.

Your tongue down my throat

Searching for the emotions

You’ve been dying to feel. 

My toes curl

My hands grasp for you.

Any space is too much space 

Heart so fast it floods my ears.

It’s your eyes on mine

Nothing else between us.

Filling in your missing void

You’ve came for what’s yours.