One From Where I Was Angry (hurricane was a strong word)

If any of you would quit your selfish behavior for two seconds, you would know that I don't have any interest in attempting to get him back. For starters, I am sorry. Not because he deserves to hear it, but because it deserves to be said. No one is perfect and there are so many things I could've done different. And for the other thing, do you have any idea how desperate I must have been. I asked him because he was two minutes from me, and when you're stuck and you need out, you'll take whatever outlet you can get. I know you two like to live as fast and as cold as possible, but not all of us have that luxury. Grant is a tsunami, a hurricane of disaster in my life. All you two think about is your own misery, never once accounting for the misery you cause other people. It's ok to destroy others and beat them down because people have done it to you. I may fuck up consistently, but at least my intentions are noble.