One I’m Sure to Regret

 

Always aching for you,

Aching to be the thing you want the most,

The thing you can’t let go of,

The first and last thought in your brain,

The voice you hear in your head,

When you hear your name,

The thing you think about, 

Every time you finish,

The vision you replay in your head,

Because nothing else is like that feeling,

The feeling of being inside me,

The feeling of knowing, 

You’re always the only one I want,

The person easiest to tell your secrets too,

To whisper with in the dark,

Always ached to be,

The reason you turned your life around,

The need to be my man,

The only man I’ll ever look at again,

The object of my obsession,

Always ached for you to be,

The person who heard me,

When I talked,

Listened when I needed, 

Understood me,

Because you’re the closest I’ve ever been,

Always ached for you. 

The End of An Era pt. II

 

Here we go again, 

Always easier to run, 

Than look in the mirror,

If you run, 

Then you don’t have to reflect,

If you run,

Whatever narrative you tell yourself,

Is the truth to you, 

Doesn’t matter what you do to me,

When you go,

Never did,

Always leaving, 

After you promised,

Always destroying me,

But my tears never bother you,

Always the thing I loved the most,

But always the thing you never wanted,

Always something to forget,

Always the only thing I want, 

Leaving is easier than staying,

Other legs will open,

Just like mine did,

And as always, 

I’m nothing to you.