One From the Story Where She Admitted the Truth

Sailor sat down beside Kenzie and Kenzie just looked at her expectedly waiting on her to begin. "I think some days I'll hate him," Sailor said. "What," Kenzie said startled. Sailor looked down at the new and shiny ring on her hand. "I had to give up the only thing that really mattered to keep him. I lost the one thing that mattered to me outside of him. I've come to terms with the fact that life is not a fairy tale. There will some mornings in which I wake, look over, and realize I hate him. I hate him for everything I had to lose. There will be days when everything I say and do is nothing more than pretending. I will pretend to be a good wife, I will pretend to love him, I will pretend to be happy. Don't get me wrong," her voice softens, "there will be days that are full of real happiness. Days that we are in love, days full of real things and real moments."