I can feel every atom,
Every molecule,
Every piece of me splitting,
Breaking wide open,
Some pieces of me coming alive,
Some experiencing death,
Voices in my ear,
All disagreeing,
Every part of me aching,
I’m half the universe,
And half you,
Dying to be remembered,
Dying to see the alternate world,
Leaving moments of me everywhere,
Pulled in different directions
Tell me you want to wrap your hand around my throat,
Tell me you want to lay on the bed beside me,
listening to me read,
Tell me you want to lick down my spine tattoo,
Tell me you want to see me in the kitchen
making your favorite meal,
Tell me you want to nibble my ear and suck my neck,
Tell me you want to sing along with the windows down,
Tell me you want to swirl your finger around me,
Tell me you want to cat-nap on the couch
with a movie in the background,
Tell me you want to feel my hand wrapped around you,
Tell me you want to watch me while we grocery shop,
Tell me you want to feel my mouth all over you,
Tell me you want to experience the version of me
at home with no makeup,
Tell me you want to bury yourself inside me,
Tell me you want all of it,
Tell me regular life isn’t boring,
Tell me it’s happiness to watch me,
Tell me it’s all of me and just me
What is bliss,
How wet I always got for you,
How I looked under you,
How much I wanted you,
Am I the object of affection,
The dreams in your head,
The whisper in your brain,
Or am I the fleeting fantasy,
The temporary obsession,
The conquest of all conquests,
Until someone else whispers your name,
Until you can’t resist again,
But with a new pet,
What do you burn the world down for,
What’s your forever need,
What gets you so hard,
You can’t come down,
What’s the point of bliss,
If it’s always met with the possibility of
Someone else
Do something so dirty for me,
Something that will have you palming yourself for the next week
Every time you think of it
Something so sinful,
It’s impossible not to make me wet at the thought of it,
Something so dirty,
It’ll be the first thought in my head
when I lay down at night
Something so sinful,
That my nipples are instantly hard
That I have to touch myself
You’re like staring down the barrel of a loaded gun,
almost impossible to resist,
Everything about you is enticing,
you smell like rain,
you feel like silk,
You whisper my name,
like I’m the last drop of water in the universe,
Lap me up,
show me what I’ve been missing,
You’re the danger so close,
that I pray my final prayer,
say my goodbyes,
Because I’m falling,
catch me,
use me,
abuse me,
Everything about you,
was made to be trouble for me,
Forcing me back,
roughly,
needing,
wanting,
Until I’m nothing left except what you do to me,
Punish me for leaving,
make me sorry,
make me hurt,
Threaten me to make me stay,
scare me so I won’t leave,
Make me feel you relentlessly,
subject me to a lifetime of you
